A Book of Poems

This morning, Mike (a co-worker) stopped by my desk to give me a book. 'Standard English Classics - Sohrab and Rustum' by Matthew Arnold. It's a book of poems, published in 1906. He purchased it from a library that was selling a lot of old books.

It's been awhile since I've read poetry. I quickly looked through the table of contents to see if anything jumped out at me. I read the poem below and I loved it. Instead of speaking to the sea, I'd be speaking to God. But I love how he speaks of the stars and the sea being perfectly themselves without worrying about what God's other works are doing or thinking. They excel in being what they're supposed to be, being what God willed for them, attaining this beautiful, powerful entity that we see. I think there's a lesson in there.

Self-Dependence
Matthew Arnold (1822-1888)

Weary of myself, and sick of asking
What I am, and what I ought to be,
At this vessel's prow I stand, which bears me
Forwards, forwards, o'er the starlit sea.

And a look of passionate desire
O'er the sea and to the stars I send:
"Ye who from my childhood up have calm'd me,
Calm me, ah, compose me to the end!

"Ah, once more," I cried, "ye stars, ye waters,
On my heart your mighty charm renew;
Still, still let me, as I gaze upon you,
Feel my soul becoming vast like you!"

From the intense, clear, star-sown vault of heaven,
Over the lit sea's unquiet way,
In the rustling night-air came the answer:
"Wouldst thou be as these are? Live as they.

"Unaffrighted by the silence round them,
Undistracted by the sights they see,
These demand not that the things without them
Yield them love, amusement, sympathy.

"And with joy the stars perform their shining,
And the sea its long moon-silver'd roll;
For self-poised they live, nor pine with noting
All the fever of some differing soul.

"Bounded by themselves, and unregardful
In what state God's other works may be,
In their own tasks all their powers pouring,
These attain the mighty life you see."

O air-born voice! long since, severely clear,
A cry like thine in mine own heart I hear:
"Resolve to be thyself; and know that he,
Who finds himself, loses his misery!"